My bleeding scab

Days, weeks, sometimes months go by without a tear shed.  I’m learning how to wrap her up and keep her in a dark place inside my heart.  It doesn’t mean that a day goes by without her on my mind, I’m just learning how to live with it.  I’m trying to do things to make…

My look back..

Quiet time can do wonders for motivation.  My days are not filled minute by minute with ISF, race details or meetings so I’m enjoying the quiet.  I think more and more about writing every day and have set a goal for myself to eliminate anything that is preventing me from starting the process.  The one hurdle…

Catching apples

I love October.  When it seems your entire life revolves around the month of September, the date of October 1st feels like heaven.  Sure, there are lots of loose ends to tie up from our big event, but nothing that keeps me up at night.  I am oddly finding times of pure silence or relaxation…